Ok cursed that fugging waiter at a sheesha outlet last night.
I was with Henry having sheesha last night and after the waiter was done with placing all the charcoal, and he was preparing to leave, then I noticed that a TINY charcoal landed on my bag! I swear I saw his face full of guilt praying that I wouldn't find out and he rushed off hurriedly!
I asked him back(obviously he couldn't run far) and he just swept of the charcoal and said a SORRY!OMG DO YOU KNOW HOW MUST IT COST?! IT COULD COST ALMOST 80% OF YOU/MY SALARY AND ITS BOUGHT FOR LESS THAN A MONTH!!!!!!!
now it has a hole on it :'(
Luckily the boss of the shop is paying for the fees to remend..
mommy with her favourite "daughter"! lol
I really miss the past.. When I studied well in school although there might be conflicts with classmates now and then, but we're all good friends. I miss it when i can talk to anyone i like without thinking that someone might be angry. I miss it when my mother has no disappointments in me and i miss it when i give mummy money everytime when i have have vacation jobs.
I'm going nowhere now. I don't have a aim in my life anymore. I'm left with only 4 good friends.
SO WHAT if i'm studying night classes for o lvls now? Will i make it? the answer is no... I just do it for the sake of pleasing everyone, a certificate, and i don't want anyone to be disappointed with me anymore.
I can't blame ppl. He is not the cause of everything, its me. I'm too tempted to get freedom too early.
Sometimes you just need to keep on believing me, then i'll have the strength and courage to pursue.
I've grown, please give me a lil more time, just a lil. I'll prove.
Things has been going for me.
So please, believe in me once more.
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