傅小雯の心情日记

HI!

2012-02-01T17:07:00.000-08:00

Hi humans.

I'm back blogging after so long, main reason is I don't wanna give up recording memories of Gatti and me.
Although looking at the past few post may upset me. But I'm a lot better now.

These period where I go missing, I found the purpose of life.
I found a job. Salary isn't high but I love it as I could learn a lot of things. I have great bosses and my boss's wife, is one of the most motivational person I've ever met. I feel a deep connection with her.

I'll be back to school this April to pursue diploma in marketing.
This, without my bosses help, would be very difficult for me.

I'm truly grateful for these people I've met. They changed my life.

I'm so glad to be a better person now.
And proud to have the courage to leave my previous r/s if not I wouldn't have found Gatti who is really a good man and treats me like a princess.

This is the first time, I've ever felt so contented with my life.
I'm tired, but happy.

So please ignore the previous few emo posts. I'm good now, really :')

Would blog frequently with pictures after I reformat my laptop next week.

Till then,
Shu Wen

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2011-07-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

I miss you so much.
But I can't do anything.
There are times I wanted to call you just to hear your voice, but I just can't do it.
I want you to be happy. And you're happy now, I should be glad.

I know that I'll get over soon it's just a matter of time.
But why is time passing so slowly?

The 2years3months we spent together, all the memories, how can I erased all of it so easily?
I wanted to delete everything about us. All the pictures, the few hundred pictures we took in China with your family. But I can't bear to.

Acting so strong now, because I'm sick of making friends/family worrying about me.
I'm a grown up now. I should settle everything in a mature way.
But up till today, I'm still crying every night.
I'm in misery. But I can't let anyone know.

So many have said that I've changed so much. I don't used to like partying, in fact, i hate it.
But I'm going all sorts of clubs almost every week.
That's the only place I can really forget unhappy things, just for that moment.
In the end, it's still the same. Like a cycle.

I've heard about you. You brought your new gf to hang out with your friends.
I feel sad. Not because that you're happy. Because I used to be that girl. Your girl.
And now, we're strangers again.
I don't wanna hear ppl mentioning your name. Just that name, is enough to break me down.

This space has become a place for me to rant.
Because no one else reads anymore. It's good.

Till then,

恋上另个人

2011-07-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

是我的错
是我先转身爱上错的人。

想问你过得好不好不过我已没资格
没资格问她是否对你好
我想你因该很快乐
不该再缠着你了

缘分就到这里
转个圈，又会到了原点，
陌生人。

Sucidal thoughts.

2011-07-07T10:44:00.000-07:00

Title of this post might scare you. But y'all know what I'm best at? Talking birds.
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Best part of my life now.
Lowest point.

Family. Friends. Relationships.

What happen if all these 3 hits you and you don't know what to do?
All you can do is cry.

Yeah, no one can help you. No one. That's what one of my friends said.
Oh yeah? Then what are friends for?
What I need now is encouragement, not putting me down.
After I received that text msg, I thought I should be glad but no, I'm more of disappointed.
Friends.

I went home this morning after a nights' stay at one of my girlfriend's house.
Mom was talking to our tenant and yelled at me in front of her. Called me a bastard.
Oh yeah? So have you regretted not aborting me in the first place?
My mom is a very different mom.
She's too materialistic, gotta admit it.
Already studying private is very tough, she WANTS me to work to earn my own pocket money.
I will. If I have the time. But I don't have any much time left!
I can understand that if we're having financial problems but fuck no, she goes shopping every week at RWS and bring back Chanel, Marc Jacobs, Dior, Barry.
She's so happy. What about me?
I'm struggling. And no one cares.
Family.

I thought if you're in love, you'll want to see that special someone every now and then?
It's totally opposite.
Should I stay or walk away?
Relationships.

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2011-06-15T12:36:00.000-07:00

這不是你的問題是我沒那個福氣

沒福氣卻又愛上你

Remember.

2011-06-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

Forget all those sunny days. Forget all those poems he made. Forget those times through good& bad. Remember he said he'd never make you sad.

Forget the love that you once shared. Forget the face that had once cared. Forget the time you spent together. Remember now he's gone forever.

Forget you memorized his walk. Forget the way he used to talk. Forget the times he was mad. Remember he's happy instead of sad.

Forget his name, forget his face. Forget his kiss & his warm embrace. Forget the love that once came true. Remember now there's someone new.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

2011-06-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hi humans.
Hope that you don't smell a shitty smell cuz this blog is dead.

Slight updates.
We've ended our 2 years plus r/s 1 month ago. So.... stop asking.
Reason, I guess I can only say that we're really not suitable.
Some ppl takes 6 months to realized that they're not suitable, but for us, we took 2 years.
Not too long, but not as short either.

Going through a hard time for this break up. Had good friends around me, really glad :)
Stronger after this, I will not let anyone manipulate me anymore. I want to live for myself and my family.

And then I fell in love. I don't know how long it'll last but the feeling is so strong like I've never felt before.

~~I nearly forgotten the feeling of being in love.~~

I will update this blog when I'm free again!
Ciaoz.

2011-04-30T14:06:00.001-07:00

ALL CAM-WHORE.

2 year anni/

2011-04-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

Gift to him <3 Deep meanings lol.

I made this box of chocolates myself! Yummy.

Going on a date ^0^

Just spent our 2 year anniversary on the 24th this month.

We went to Marina Punggol and have our dinner at some open space seafood restaurant. Good food.

Did silly things together but I shall not reveal cause it's so embarrassing! It's involves durians. Lol.

So excited for 4th may because it's the only day we can party real hard! Afterwards everyone have to go back to their hectic schedule and I'll be so busy studying!

As I was typing this post, the clock strike twelve and it's Dou Dou's birthday! (27th april)

Bringing her to some pets cafe around Balestier and giving her a treat! And maybe Spa!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 豆豆!!!

Old photo of her which is edited by Shermaine but i swear she is so much cuter now hehe!

Littlest things in life like this really does cheered me up a little.

I'm so bothered by so much things these days and i cld say that it's the lowest point of my life.

/I'd love to be happier.

School/Work/Play

2011-04-04T11:58:00.000-07:00

School

Work

Play!!!

Today's English lesson was darn boring I was falling asleep...
Oh, wanna thank my sister so much for such a great help!
She help me paid my exam fees which summed up to be like $442+!!
Felt blessed to have siblings ^^
And also Dou Dou! I'd smile without fail everytime I see her!

Gotta end this post like anyhow because it's getting sooooo late now and I'm working morning shift tmr!
Goodnight, have a sweet dream all!

Xoxo,

希望

2011-04-01T10:04:00.001-07:00

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不懂你如何看得见
也只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能让我开心一整天
只要一天没和你见面
我的心情不会好一点

时间已经不多我还有话很想说
隐藏在我心里不懂如何开口
我会很快就要走每一夜不算太多
简简单单希望你会懂

不能在一起也没关系
只少你懂我的心会在想你
那些回忆会永远抱着甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记
我爱你你是我微笑的原因

只是希望你能比从前开心

Happy 18th to Amelia!!!

2011-03-26T13:17:00.000-07:00

Birthday Galzxzx_93 got a new shades!

These are all the photos from my Iphone.

Hope Amelia enjoyed herself tonight! BBQ at sembawang park was good. Hehe.

Determined to go swimming every Tuesday! Gambate neh!!!!!! Hahahaha.

Freshness Burger

2011-03-22T00:17:00.000-07:00

Heyyo!

Promised to be more active in this space, I did it!!

Had Freshness Burger like finally after saying for so long. So here we are, NEX! My first visit ^^

\ My awkward pose LOL

Her awful Cheese Dog

My awesome Spam burger!!!

Very yummy Onion Rings & Potatoes

She paid like, most of it... I only paid mine cause' she ordered Onion Rings!
Hahaha! But she only ate one mouthful of the Cheese Dog!

Know what to order next time you go there? ;)

SPAM BURGER!!!!!! <3

Baking session/World/Lovely Paws Singapore

2011-03-19T20:27:00.000-07:00

Had the first baking session with Stichy and Amelia!
Quite confident at first but end up quite fail ah, hahaha.

Pix first!

All the ingredients needed

Most importantly, White Wings!

Potential Housewifes......... not.

Even Dou Dou is curious!

They never eat rice in the morning that's why no strength

From this,

I MIXED TO

this.....

Colourings added! Most fun.

Strawberry fillings!!!

Popped it in my microwave oven!

Did not take any pix afterwards because we were all busy doing the icing for the cakes!

Quite a fail attempt at doing Rainbow cakes(though it's really quite yummy!)

Next time we must really do it in 7 colours! No slack!

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Took Purikura with the boy last night when we were at Cineleisure with clique.

Watched World Invasions: Battle of LA. Not bad, but quite scary IMO. Haha!

I'm so frigging bored right now. The boy went out with his friends. I'm at home rotting.

Yeah it's 3am but I woke up at 7pm I can't sleep back so early!!!

Nobody wanna meet me :'( Cuz' weekends is boyfriends/lovers day. Big sigh!

Cute picture of Dou Dou sleeping I just took.

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Oh by the way! You can get your fur kids groomed at $22NETT(u.p. $45 onwards) at Lovely Paws!

I've put up a facebook banner at the right side of blog. You can click it for more info!

Or if you know me personally you can just let me know if you're interested.

Bed time! Nighties<3

A few more pictures from Sheena's 18th,

2011-03-14T16:46:00.000-07:00

Went to Partyworld in the afternoon for a mini get together.
Alps at Prinsep Street for dinner. It's a fun night!

That's about it. Blog again next week!

It's been so long,

2011-03-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hi! Back at this space again. Promised to do a proper post... so here it is.

So we celebrated the first girl to be 18 in our group that is Sheena! On 25th Feb.

Mmmmm wondering how fast will it be when it is already my turn to be 18. 7 more months!
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Went to Club Nana recently for the second time. Enjoyed it much!

Seems like our Bong Bong enjoyed it very much too....
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At TTSH with boy. You know why.

On the way to school with stupid girl.

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Yesterday went to 99 degrees, like AGAIN!
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Actually these are all the things I do recently. Yeah I have a boring school life.
But I already know what I'm gonna pursue after my GCE exams!
Don't tell you first! Hehe.

Gonna meet my girls for Partyworld<3 in 45mins time and I'm still blogging here!
Shall take lots of pictures and blog again another day!

Ciao!

I'm back!

2011-02-15T12:10:00.000-08:00

I'm back at this space again after soooooo long.
Basically, the reasons for not blogging is that I don't have much pictures to blog and I don't like my blog with no new pictures!

I'm still dieting and lost 2 kgs(weighed today).
I will continue to persevere! My brother's wedding is on the December of this year so I still have exactly 10 more months to work hard.

Henry is joining the army in 2 more days. Feeling quite empty now :'(

School is starting in a week's time. I need to buck up now! :'(

Hopefully I will get the new Samsung dual after I got my pay next month.
Any PT jobs to intro? Let me know on twitter! www.twitter.com/FuXiaoWen
I'm available 3 days a week( Mon-Fri) Anytime between 11am to 6pm!

Eyes are heavy now.....
Goodnight!

Hectic

2010-12-18T10:21:00.000-08:00

I wanted to update my blog on a regular basis but I started helping out at my brother's stall in Bugis now :/ (Paid, of course)

So... I've been drowning myself with fruit juice everyday. Hopefully I can shed off a few more kgs before Christmas.

I feel tired everyday. Stand for 6 hours at the stall. Go home and nua awhile, sleep at 1am.
Then wake up the next day at 1.30pm. Hahah! Everyday 12hrs of sleep and I'm still sleepy when it comes to work. If you happened to pass by, you can either see me busy making fruit juice or just staring into the space at the counter. LOL.

Somehow... I'm hoping that school will start faster.
I want to be in the work force soon after I get my N level, then diploma.

And hopefully, by next year, I can have my own room back all by myself!
I can invite friends and get pissed drunk together in my room again! HEHE.

And and and.... I hope that I won't move to Sengkang so soon lah.

Wahhhh I'm so contradicting lor. One moment I wished that I can move in faster, now I miss Yishun -_-

I think I'll be working on the Christmas day so don't bother to celebrate it anyway.

So...... that's about it.
I'll try to update asap and in the mean time,
can you darlings help me to click on my nuffnang ads on the top right side of my page? >>>>>

Sankyu!

Please don't go

2010-12-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hehehe my big fist with my favourite ring >_o*

Cash tight during these period because B's birthday is reaching!!
It's on 9th Jan, his 18th birthday!

I'll make it a memorable birthday for him! But I really don't know what to buy for him...
Y'knw, I never really bought gifts for guys before. I'm like dead serious.
Ok, maybe that LV wallet I bought for B last year but that was so long ago!

He has enough watches, wallets, I REALLY GOT NO MORE IDEAS. Maybe... belt?
Nah, thats too common.
Ya, I got budget somemore, damn it!

What do you like to receive as a birthday if you are a boy?

St Games @ Square 2

2010-11-26T21:11:00.000-08:00

St Games is gonna be my favourite hide out! OMG GUITAR HERO!!!
Heading there later on, again~!

Keep tryna upload the photos of China trip on facebook, but failed.
I'll keep trying okay! That's my style. Hahaha.

MAD HUNGRY!!!
My diet plan: stuff as much food as I can before 8pm.

Rapunzel : A Tangled Tale

2010-11-25T18:34:00.000-08:00

Caught Rapunzel in 3D last night at Yishun Gv.

All I can say that is, IT'S GOOD!
Well, everyone knows the story. But it's the 3D effects making the movie more interesting!
Oh! I loveeeee her long blonde hair. OMG.

Play at St. Games at Square 2 for the first time!
I've always wanted to play there but was afraid to walk in hahahaha.
Finally, yesterday I braved it up! LOL.
The price is very reasonable(at least for me).
The package: 2hr play time+ A slice of cake+ A Drink = $10 per pax!

We play Guitar Hero(I love to play the drum ttm!)
We had so much fun and guess what? > Imma gonna bring Juney Baby there this coming Saturday!!!
Let's play Wii ^^

I NEED A JOB.
FML.

Bintannnnnn!

2010-11-23T05:02:00.000-08:00

WOW. I can't believe it *pinch myself*
I.AM.GOING.TO.BINTAN.FOR.THE.SECOND.TIME.THIS.YEAR!!!
Right after China trip. How good.

When the hell will I start to work and stop lazing around!
Okay, I will start work after I come back from Bintan that is next thurs.
Even ask me go kio da bian I also will lor! I really need the money by January :(
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!~ FAINT.

Next year O level liao. DIE DIE MUST PLAY LIKE A SIAO NOW.

Needa pee. Bye bi!

China Trip.

2010-11-19T11:23:00.000-08:00

Got over a thousand of photos to upload. Too lazy!!!
Importing everything to my laptop now, going way too slow. I'm falling asleep.

These 8 days trip I've learnt a lot ( blah blah blah so typical )
K. The food sucks.
Even now, whenever I see chinese restaurants being advertised on teevee I have the immediate urge to puke.
Yes, it's that bad. So bad that I'm having constipation. LOL.

All else is fine! Hate climbing mountains cuz my excess fats can't breathe hahahaha!
Tried different things I've never before, like 放鞭炮!

But I realised that I really don't like to travel. I kinda homesick a lot, miss my friends and family.

Next trip, I want to go with my girls.
Really hoped that they ON!!!!

Photos I upload on my facebook okay? Blogger is too lag.
www.facebook.com/fu.xiaowen

Just one.

FML.

2010-11-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

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K IMMA EMO BITCH

LEAVING IN 2 MORE DAYS.

Red Lipsticks And Cigarettes

2010-10-23T04:04:00.000-07:00

Life hasn't been good to me.
We've been quarrelling for weeks and it's never-ending.
Have you tried crying for weeks and months? Well, I did. And I think that I'm having a slight depression.

Well on a happier note, okay not very happy.
I AM GOING TO CHINA. With his parents and sibling.
I need to work y'know?
But..... haizzzzz. Hate it when people make decisions for me. I have my own choices.
Things been settled. I can't say a word.
Sian maximum.

Anyway, do support my online store leh! I'm only capping at 50 pairs only!
http://eyes-and-you.blogspot.com/
Kthxbai!!!

I like this photo of me because I look so chio. Yums.
Hahaha!

忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空！

♥ Eyes And You ♥ !

2010-10-19T22:59:00.000-07:00

Please support my new online store selling authentic Geo lenses!
I provide lenses at low price, and if you get more, I'll have more discounts for ya!

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Takes only 2 weeks to arrive at your mail box :)

Go to http://www.eyes-and-you.blogspot.com/ to order!

♥!

Girls like me should shop at City Plaza

2010-10-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

Oh yezzzzz! I personally thinks that girls like us should shop at City plaza lorrrrrr.
Because almost all the shops is wholesale retail, you might just get a dress for like, $10, but blogshop's or other retail stores selling it at $20 plus !

I used to thought that Far East Plaza is the best to shop at for teenager.
And thought City Plaza is for prostitutes, and aunties ( I don't know why but it just linked it up)
BUT HELL NO! I've been there in the past to do hair extensions (Angel Xin) and it's not like that!
Well it has changed a lot over there, almost 80% of the shops there is the supplier for blogshops and that means - cheap and nice wears!!!

Don't have much cash left that day so I just bought these :

These is my favourite brand of falsies( my friends should know it) I've been a loyal user of it since last year(the right one) I usually buy it at SaSa Northpoint for like..... $8-$9?

Guess how much is it now at City Plaza! Freakin $5 each box!

There are also those made in china ones which they selling a box of 20 pairs at $10 !

Double Eyelid Glue/ Falsies Glue @ $4 for 2 tubes!

Rawrrrr! I want to go back there soon! And bring lots of cash with me!!!

Gals! Let's go shop for more!!!

9 Oct - Birthday

2010-10-14T14:21:00.000-07:00

EPIC LOL

Only post a few 'presentable' pix over here. Hahaha.

It was really a nice one. My 5 best friends really put in efforts to get the homemade Kitty cheesecake & cookies.
The place is soooo romantic hehe ^^
Thank you so much girls and boys!
Thank you baby! <3 You are really exhausted from planning.

Well. It's a pleasant surprise! :)

Happy 17th

2010-10-09T13:37:00.000-07:00

I had fun on my birthday after 12am! Was cheated by Henry Aw baby to Studio M hotel and the moment he opened the door, my friends were all prepared to surprise me. It was such a pleasant surprise. The room is so beautiful with their balloon deco. It's like a studio apartment. Very nice! I swear I will go back again! Pix to be uploaded..

Lose weight by 18!

2010-10-04T18:12:00.000-07:00

Naked face

A lot of people has been telling me that the fastest way to lose weight is skipping rope.

But can anyone tell me, where to skip if you're staying in the fourth storey HDB flat?!

Unless you wanna get a complain after that.

Go down to the park and skip? Nah. I wouldn't want weird stares at me either.

So, I decided still, to use the same ol' fashion method. Jogging!

But of course not at the park downstairs ; no feel.

I wanna jog every evening from my place to lower seletar reservoir and back to my place.

Anyone wanna join me? Please leave an email to fu_xiaowen@yahoo.com.sg.

Xiexie! <3

HAHAHA

Turning seventeen ; four more days.

I won't be there,

2010-10-01T15:06:00.000-07:00

I wished you could treat me better.

Do you know how much it hurts when you said that I'm not important to you anymore?
I couldn't express myself except for giving attitude and mad at you.

I'll understand. I'll give you some space hope you will too.

2010-09-30T12:18:00.000-07:00

I don't like today.

Glad that everything's ended. Please don't make history repeat itself gal :'(

Polaroid Walls

2010-09-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

Damn nice, will do my room like this by next year ^0^

Went shopping with Shermaine & Sheena & Yaqi my girls the day before yesterday.
Had much fun chatting with em(forever one).
Kbox in the night time Baby, Annabelle, Mark Ong, Ah bong & Dest joined us.
Sing sing sing till 5am then off to Geylang Wan Dou Sek , had frog porridge! (Y)
I realised that Dest and me made a good pair singing together. Hahahahah.
Love the part "And when I touch you I feel happy~ Inside!" From "I wanna hold your hand"
Heheeeeeeee

Sigh You broke my heart once again last night baby,
Did you hear it shatter?

LOL HELP CLICK ON NUFFNANG AD ^^ TYVM~~~~!!!

This week,

2010-09-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

This week's stats.
Wondering if it's accurate. How is it possible that I have readers from US, Germany, Russia and Taiwan?
Hmmmm....

Well I gotta believe it. It's the stats from blogger. Hahahahaha.
And most of my readers is from http://blind-edlovee.blogspot.com(Yan Fen's) who clicked on her link.
LOL. I'm always linked from her.

More shocking...... Even on my cousin's(Cally) blog, one of the most.
Her friends really kpo about her cousin's(me) thing mehhhh lol like every week.

Other than that, FACEBOOK.

I know you like my style, my million dollar smile,

2010-09-24T17:33:00.001-07:00

& I want to re-decorate my new room with walls full of polaroids film ;)

Mummy, when can we move to SengKang? ^^

2010-09-24T11:04:00.001-07:00

I will lose weight.
Won't let you down :)

IWontEatAnymoreAndExercise
WatchMe

2010-09-22T14:00:00.000-07:00

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2010-09-21T15:57:00.000-07:00

Photo credit : Google.com

Bought this Geo lens. Nice? It's XCM-214 Angel Brown :-)

Bought another two tops online too. Like it!

And now... I wanna buy a Mac book pro as my laptop now is old and down liao. S$1,488..........

Sigh stressing up these few days tell me what to do

Maybe they're right when they say family is the only support
But why is mine sooooo opposite
Everyday see me wanna talk about money money money nag nag nag non stop
I also have no money okkkkkkkkk why not you give me some since im not taking allowance from you since last year!
Cant u be more understanding and stop nagging at meeeeeeeee

Whoa really very stress

School's starting soon and ive not prepared myself yet

TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends? NO TIME

"BF" stress also

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!

Gone.......... My life is ruined
I really regret...
I messed up my whole life man

Sometimes i really wished that someone would understand me.
Don't ask me anything, ask me out for a drink, and be my listening ears. Even if i dont wanna say anything, just be there.

Today i asked belle, how long can love last?
She said few years, but after that is just commitment.
I feel sad when i hear this answer.

But she added on, soul mate is different. And explained...

So, where is my soul mate????
Where are true friends that will be there no matter what?
What is family suppose to mean?

I secretly envy friends that have a complete family even till now. All my best buds, Shermaine, Sheena, Annabelle, Crystal, Yaqi, they all have a happy and complete family. Except me.

They will talk about their family happily, I have nothing to talk about.

I wished that i have a happy family consist of a dad and a mum, siblings staying together.
I really dont mind if they quarrel every night. At least, we're together.

I feel lonely when i go home. I don't like to go home.
But I miss my dog.

JustARantingPostPardonMe

2010-09-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

It's my current fav now! The spicy sotong balls damn sex.

Sigh, life so meaningless.

NoMoreTears.

2010-09-10T13:47:00.000-07:00

Got my pay for the 1 week pana roadshow.
Didn't spend much, but shopped quite a lot online.

I think I've gotten that admin job at HSBC. I don't know, he say he'll let me know if i'm selected on sunday. But Sheena said i might be selected, cause she helped me said some good words hahaha.
High chance.

But but... i think he's too demanding. Late for 1 min, stay back 15min. Sounds familiar? ^^
Maybe just stick to retail for these 3 months? I think im more confortable in this environment.
I still have one more day to decide. Hehe.

Hmmmm... Currently at home ground. Dont know what time they going off but im damn sian already my contact lens drying up lol.

Anyway, support http://www.your-punani.blogspot.com/! It's an unique online store selling men and ladies apparrels. And i swear their men's blazar is damn cool and affordable unlike retail's selling. :)

Photos coming up as I didn't update muchhhhhhh

2010-09-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

My energy is all drained.
After such a long series of conflict. My mind is really exhausted.
Why would things like this happen? I've always thought that I'll never have issues with friends, no matter how long of friends we are. I treasure each and everyone of you.
No one is right or wrong. Or maybe both is right and wrong.

Baby said that it's all misunderstanding. Right. I thought so too at first.
But do you know how heart breaking it is when I get to know that you are at the back bitching about me.
Worst thing is, the things you used to bitch about me is exactly the same pattern when you bitch about your good friend, lets call her E.

Wow. I didn't know I was like this.
I don't give in man.
Seriously I don't know I should find that funny or what.

Well. I actually think that night we shouldn't talk.
If we should be back friends, we will eventually.
We don't need outsiders to help us settle our f/s.

But well, it was a sweet mistake.

Let's get on with our lives man.

MakeLoveNotWar<3

2010-08-29T00:28:00.000-07:00

mmm.... I know a Capricorn man, and he is very controlling, when I first met him, he said he loves me straight out, didn't give me enough time to say anything, he is very insecure with himself and life, but this guy is now harassing me and ringing me and texting me everyday..... they are also threatening people who can't control their own actions...... they do lie a lot and try to be very charming to get where they want you, they are cheaters and most of all, they crap on about stuff that isn't true.... if you do not do what they want you to do, they try to destroy you and any possible way they can find it! they aren't good people to certain people, they love to take advantage on certain people, I have to say but he is so much of a home person, doesn't go anywhere, he always stays put and think about the next girl he can hurt!!!!!! it is very true they don't like Libra's being social and having fun, they are jealous people, I will never be with another Capricorn man again, as they are very hurtful and moody! and I can't not stand that! and yes He is very controlling needs to have his own way like all the time.... and he always needs to know where im going, what im doing and who with! it drives me insane cos he acts like my parents, I really hate that!!!!!

Source from : http://www.compatible-astrology.com/seducing-scorpio.html

Hmm, very true.

2010-08-28T01:19:00.000-07:00

Totally enjoyed this week of holiday. But unfortunate things always happen, Im having serious cough and sore throat since Wednesday. Haven't recovered since then. Hope that it'll get better before I start work on Monday. The parkway parade roadshow is less strict but due to the distance, I'm a bit reluctant.. Too bad. I'm a responsible person :) hahahah.
Waiting for Iphone4 white one to be out! I'm sure to be one of the first to get it!

2010-08-26T01:27:00.000-07:00

Been busy with roadshows recently!
Update soon kay

2010-08-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

I don't know. May not go to Taiwan anymore. Maybe will. I rlly dk.

If I book now, afraid that Henry will be in NS by then.

If I book around Oct(confirming Henry's not in yet) the air tix and hotel price is doubled!

So.... I rlly don't know! Argh.

Aiya. Fuck.

Don't go already la so troublesome.

Neway, outing with Dor & Jonathan ytd with JoeJoe!!!

GotMoneyAlsoNoPlaceGo -_-
SoRichForWhat
HaHaHa @ DOR

piano battle

2010-08-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

OH OH OH MY GOSH.
Totally forgotten that I've an youtube account until i log in just now.
These are videos i've uploaded in the past. haha. Looking back at these, it's just too funny!

Me and weiliang. me using 1 hand wl using 2.

Money no enough's Nabei

Me and Yihao

And some other more... Too embarrassing to upload. hah!
More from pestian's

2010-08-12T11:24:00.000-07:00

Baby's very good to me today. Bought me Gucci Lanyard and faceshop product ;-)
Felt damn bad cus I threw temper at him before that..

It's us at parkway parade mall yesterday^^ love this two girls. they've been added to my BFF list regardless height! and weight! HAHAHA.

Baby and I has been "craving" for Phua Chu Kang the movie since its preview!
But not yet watched ;-( Shall catch it by this week,
Cus' Im confirmed by Tekmedia! Together with Dor and Wei.
Yeh! We'll be working together. 1 week roadshow on Monday. Rawr bet it's tiring!!

Come look for us at Tampines Mall. Hehehehehe

Ok after I got my pay I'll buy baby's favourite stuffs. You name it, i get it. lol.

I only got like 3 more days to enjoy.....

2010-08-07T04:45:00.000-07:00

Initially wanted to catch Phua Chu Kang The Movie at downtown east.

But plan failed cus we missed the showtime ;-(

So we just stayed at our kampong...

Maybe meeting Dor later ^^

Yesyes. Bought a very cute camera at Minitoons just now! It's so cute!

No need battery or whatever to take pictures! Just films!
And I was told that after developing the photos there will be flowery borders around! Woo!

Hehehehe its damn cute i wanna die! XD

OH ya..... Have you tried the new Spicy Nuggets from Macdonalds?

It's my fav now :) Damn spicy.

2010-08-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

I know my tongue looks a bit awkward but that my latest pic LOL

Hi. I'm back at this space again after a long time.
Been accepting events/roadshows job. Don't like to commit to full time work :-(
School's starting in a brand new year. Gotta enjoy myself fully until I really start to mug for that major exam next year, hahah.

So... Taipei's confirmed already. I'll be away from the 3rd October - 10th October with Henry.
And yeah, I'll be spending my 17th birthday there too. (9 oct)
Hehehe. It's perfect man. Avoid Yaqi on your bdays ppl! LOL

Blissful it may seem to be... But I'm saving up real hard k!

2010-07-24T15:09:00.000-07:00

Tried Squid Ink Spagetti for the first time today ;-)

Hmmm.Quite flavourful but getting sick of it later :-/ Haaaz.

Cute right... *PUKE*

It's a turn off la with your mouth all black and dirty.
But fun.. You know I liked to play with orea since young right! Hehe.

Has been going out with Dordordorothy and Weiweiwei Wang these days.
Sang Kbox and stuffs. And drank continuously for 3 days -_-
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Happy 15th month anniversary.
I don't know how long it'll last.
But you know that I'm trying...

SoSickAndTiredOfQuarrellings

2010-07-22T13:10:00.000-07:00

I seriously need a haircut. My hair is growing so fast like hay now.
And a new hair colour! Damn, my black roots are coming out that even Belle says it's ugly -_-

Rawr. Saving up! Taipei here I come!!!

2010-07-18T11:10:00.001-07:00

Heading out!

2010-07-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

Woooooo. Bought 6 nail colours at The Face Shop with Annabella Swan!

We loves to play with our nails, hair, face! Hahaha.

Sat- Gave tuition. Can you believe it?!?!?!

2010-07-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

My favourite beibei! Taller than me<3

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2010-07-07T13:38:00.000-07:00

Slacking days must over. I cannot continue to nua even if i'm waiting for enrollment!
Arghhhhhh. I'm so bored.

Basically, been meeting up with usual guys and belle(that irritating bitch ^0^)
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Im still thinking what to blog now after stone-ing for 4 minutes.

Very sian

超人不会飞 :D

2010-06-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm yum yum. Just finished dining at Swensens with BB.
A pair of kind souls gave us two 1-for-1 voucher which is supposed to due tonight so we had a lot to eat! Hahaha.

(Y)

2010-06-29T15:37:00.000-07:00

Back from a short getaway at Bintan's Nirwana Beach Club!
It is overall a great but expensive trip...

Well, I would go there in the future again!
But only at Nirwana's! Hehe.

All pictures @ Bintan's over here >>> http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=30842&id=1671800131&saved#!/album.php?aid=30842&id=1671800131

I think you can only see it if you're a friend of mine in facebook

2010-06-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

I love baby breaths more than roses. Cus it doesn't wither as fast.

2010-06-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

No public transport for me this week! Hahaha. Damn nice.
Someone is chauffeuring me to anywhere! Hehehehe.

2010-06-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

Check out http://lookbook.nu/ !

Real ppl from all over the world post their photos online.

Get inspirated now. hahaha

This is one of my favourite look. Kinda into black stocking sometime ago:)

Anyway.....

This sandals very auntie meh?!

...................

Okay get it. Buy a new one tomorrow. Hahaha.

2010-06-19T19:47:00.000-07:00

Cup noodle craze for me now

Goodbye Love And Hate

2010-06-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

it's a quarter after 1. i said i wouldn't call but i lost all control

im a little drunk and i need you now

Webcam fun with Annabelle

2010-06-17T00:04:00.000-07:00

haha! going to downtown east now! bye!

L.O.V.E

2010-06-16T10:48:00.000-07:00

am at stichy's place now with annabelle and we're staying overnight.

was at bugis street from this afternoon, shopped for sandals & pants. annabelle bought a nice jumper ^_^
felt drowsy so suddenly during night time while we were still shopping.
don't know why...

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh why have i became so fattttttttt.
fatter than the fattest pig.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate myself
eff
damn
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

hahahahah stupid annabelle cheered us up damn much now

ZeroConfidenceInMe♥

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2010-06-15T11:54:00.000-07:00

Sigh, lost this job again. Fucking haolian fat bitch boss.

DamnLowSelfEsteemNow

It's my holiday!

2010-06-12T19:12:00.000-07:00

hell yes! i won a 2D1N trip for 2 to bintan's nirwana gardens! right, after i mentioned that i want a short getaway from singapore, i got it! lol!
im so going next week! hehehehehe.
i've never been to bintan before, damn excited ^_^

im damn suaku that i dont even know whats the weather there like.
but i guess its as warm as singapore? D:

hmmm. i still wanna go to genting/cameron after that!

MyFavIsAlwaysTaiwan♥

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2010-06-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

Cine's Suki Sushi (Y)

caught the karate kid yesterday at cineleisure.
i rate it 4/5 maybe cus i watched the original before so its quite a bore.

oh ya. im working at far east plaza now.
hmmmm. travel x 1/2! :(((((

ILoveItMostWhenYouSmile♥

Live Well

2010-06-11T19:42:00.000-07:00

i needa get outta singapore quickly. a short getaway from this place.
malaysia is good enough though, but prefer highlands, with nice cooling weather.

how i wished i am already old enough to travel alone, yes alone. not w friends\family.

i think i really need some space.

sis suggested Cameron Highland. she said that it's a cooling and beautiful place.

isn't that beautiful? although it may differ actual scene. lol.

i wanna go there this july(or other off peak month). who's on? ^_^

its been so tough for me this 1year2months.

isn't it?

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2010-06-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

Playing with Photobucket's new feature! ( or is it old? lol)
That pop art is quite cool eh? Heh.

Hmmm. I always wonder if i ever had a reader base. Well, someone just told me i really had!
Cus im always posting bullshits lah, im not Xiaxue wannabe and im not a model. (plus lots of grammer mistakes lol) Why would anyone wanna read me?

Haha. But my last stats told me that 8429 reads me since April 8 2010. Is it good or bad? Hmmmm.
Kk, Lim Yaqi got more readers ok! She's a party animal!!!!!~
Juney got lotsa readers too! Im one of them! ^_^

Yep! Going bugis tomorrow to shop! Shall post lots of pictures tmr, forgot to bring my camera along.
And i lost my camera's charger in my house. Walau!!! (Y)

Like my new blog song? I loveeeee it! =D
减肥计划进行中！

Unbreakable bond

2010-06-07T23:52:00.000-07:00

Shall I hold on, or let go?

Sigh miss these days

Gossipzz!

2010-06-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

It's the end of the day! Feeling tired after watching Shrek(Happily ever after) cus it's actually quite boring compare to Shrek1.

Bought Biore Make-up cleanser yesterday, as in the one that is advertising on tv now. Heeee.

Now i love to make up a lot! ^^ cus its so easy to remove! (highly recomended, always loving Biore!)

I wanna do gel extension next week! LOL. I believed that Jiawen will do a great job, right?!

Will post pictures here after that, and help her advertise as well! HAHA IM A GOOD FRIEND! =P

减肥，减肥!

Going on.........

Bulletproof

2010-05-29T16:21:00.000-07:00

Been hanging out with my besties at Starbucks often. I love days with them around me.

It feels like all my troubles is blown away by them. Hehe.

Decided to take things easy. It's the toughest period of my life but I gonna continue to work hard for my future! Thought about life and stuffs, and I finally realised that Im actually the most fortunate person in this world. So I won't take things for granted ANYMORE. I SWEAR ^^ I wont let a guy to ruin my life and control me anymore. I decide my own life.

Start on my 少量多餐 diet from today onwards! Going jogging every morning ( except for today, got job interview)

Aim to lose 10kgs in a 2 months' time. NO more oily/fried food. I will also feel good about myself!

Gonna work with Xiaobai Korkor starting from this June! Happy ttm!

School's starting in January 2011! So busy!!!

Should i create a twitter account? HAHA. it seems to be the trend now!

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2010-05-19T02:53:00.000-07:00

I trusted you again, last night.
But what have i found this afternoon on your facebook? Tons of private messages from girls. And you are the one who initiated it. Asking ppl for numbers, chats, whatever ok!

I shut up at everything. I just need time to think.
Why am i so stupid? Is this the life i gotta lead?
I wanna get away from you, but can i? You locked me up, mentally and physically.

I always thought life with you is so much better than myself.
But i'm so wrong.

You're in the wrong. I've the rights to break away.
WHY ARE YOU STILL HOLDING ME BACK?
Don't you feel ashamed?

Now, i really rather to be poor than to be ruined by you.
PLEASE LET ME GO

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2010-05-17T16:25:00.000-07:00

I'm unhappy every single day.
Why can't you let me go...

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2010-05-12T13:17:00.000-07:00

Just did my nails! So difficult to type now, both phone and lappy!

And yayness! My pink & circle lenses will reach within one week. Gonna buy a BB soon, i'm one happy girl for awhile now!

I used a black marker to cover up the scratches on my camera, and i think i did a great job! though its quite stupid. haha!

Some other random photos of me & my MissBean!

Damn cute

Yes she can jump higher than that of course and she's damn long. hahaha

She's a shihtzu k! Not sausage dog wahahaha

2010-04-30T01:06:00.001-07:00

Uploaded lots of pictures!

http://www.facebook.com/fu.xiaowen?ref=profile

Back from JB!

2010-04-29T08:15:00.000-07:00

Went to Johor Bahru's City Square just now and had a movie date with my Henry!
Go catch Ip Man2, it's damn goooood! And Ip Man is actually Bruce Lee's master, now then i know.. Ha.

Bought a lot of bubble gums especially from action city (my fav!)

And finally my first lipstick in life! From Etude House :D
It's damn pink and i loveeee it!

Sorry for the low quality pictures, it's taken from a phone camera :((((

>:(

2010-04-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

I took lots of pictures this two days but was unable to upload cause I didn't bring my cable along..
Went East Coast yesterday, prize stage! Baby finally caught a big melody! Right, after 1year! Hehe. And Zhicai gimme his hellokitty he caught :D:D:D:D Happpppy ttm! That means i've got 2!

And.... I'm not working at the clinic anymore. Sigh, yeah you might think "yaya again, everytime like that" but this time round is really not my fault. Basically no one teaches me anything, and expects me to know EVERYTHING. Wtf? And once i wronged a minor thing on the 3rd day of work, i was called into doctor's office. HE JUST SAID NASTY THINGS AT ME. Like, "I'm not your father you know, i paid you to do things good" Yeah right, then don't teach me anything? HA. And he was like, "I'm so stressed you know" for 3 times a day everyday. Chased patients away when his mood was bad. Well, lemme say, you will not succeed and will forever be a factory doctor in a small clinic of yours! LOL ok i must admit the fact that you're popular, opps sorry i meant INFAMOUS. Being on the paper for dunno how many times, aren't you ashamed?(Giving expired medicine, bad attitude towards patients)

Anyway you guys will be happy that i left that physco doctor's clinic.

I found a new pushcart job, which i think is quite good already. Just have to tahan 7 more months and i'll be back to studies!

Going fishing nowwww! Ciaos!

Egggg-cited!

2010-04-16T23:22:00.000-07:00

YUMI-CAT SAYS : HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA-GOAT!
See you girls tonight at bq :D

I'm starting work tomorrow at "Doctors Clinic and Surgery". Located at Woodlands.. It's a small clinic but very good business so that means it's very busy! Very near Alene's place! Happy happy ttm!
Surprised by the pay from the Doctor Mark. Didn't expect this much..

Okayokay I promised not to changed work anymore ok??? (hearts)x10 !!!

Enjoy my new uploaded songs on the sidebar!

(L)

2010-04-12T16:25:00.000-07:00

I guess it's time to be independent and lead a better life for myself, not for others.
Let's not cry anymore.

You're the best I ever had. But sorry I just couldn't take it any longer.
Thanks for everything you gave me in this almost-1year.

OMG

2010-04-11T20:00:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it when i woke up. I've slept for straight 24hours! Is there something wrong with me?!
Nom nom-ing my mcdelivery now!

I must must must slim down already! Sheena's quite steady to go work out with me, i can't really trust Shermaine, haha!

Can anyone give free lessons on swimming??? Heh

Life goes on

2010-04-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

Stayed overnight at Sheena's place. Fun! Talked cock with Xiaobai and Shermaine on facebook till late 5am!
I've been nagging to Sheena that I'm craving for seaweed chicken until she tabuleh tahan so we went down to shop and save at 7AM! Bought raw and cooked:)))))) Very very full naozxzxzxz!

Going to Arts Panache tomorrow night.. Hopefully lah, if Yaqi stills remembers to buy the tickets for me.
It's been 3 years since the last school concert. But this year is damn budget, organising at some don't-know-what girls' school. And the previous years was at Victoria Concert Hall. Yes! What a big change!
Maybe new principal, new budget? Hahahaaa BUDGET!

It's still long to the next enrollment for my N levels classes! My brain is getting rusty. :'(

Hitting the town later with Henry. Happpiiiieeesss ttm!

If God could grant me a wish now, I wished that nothing will happen to him.
Perhaps just fine him? But I don't think it's possible anymore as its not the first time...
Feels like bursting out my tears now na. It's partly my fault too, I had no responsibility D:
Whatever happens, baby I will wait for you.

Speedlegend

2010-04-05T15:22:00.000-07:00

Alright it was a last minute decision to go to bq tonight.
Well.. I never regret!

It was so high even though it was only 3 of us plus a bartender.
And I was introduced to a new drink Malibu. Call me suaku la! LOL
Luvluv it, heh. Tasted so sweeeeet! (L)

I swear i'm damn dizzy now after all those fun and gotta go home now..

Jogging tomorrow with Stichy and i have to wake up by 5pm!

OKOKOKOKOK I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING BOUT NOW SO SEEEEYA!!!!

Living my life to the fullest!

2010-03-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

Working everyday @ Sakae Sushi na! Can't work for a full time job so gave up on nail palace :<
Missed the enrollment @ Bishan Ite for the night classes for N level.. Have to wait for the next January!

Working @ Sakae was somehow interesting than other jobs i've tried as it's the first time im working for f&b. It's tough to speak and learn japanese! Met lots of new people there & they're all nice.. Well, im willing to learn! Hehe.

Have been having a meal per day from the start of work. If it's going at this state for a month i bet i'll slim down! OMG! hahahahahzxz..

OK i need to feed my fishes already or else they'll die! (fish world in facebook LOL)

I'm back

2010-03-13T13:12:00.000-08:00

心痛！那个笨手笨脚的服务生把火炭掉在我的古吉包包上！！！
Ok cursed that fugging waiter at a sheesha outlet last night.

I was with Henry having sheesha last night and after the waiter was done with placing all the charcoal, and he was preparing to leave, then I noticed that a TINY charcoal landed on my bag! I swear I saw his face full of guilt praying that I wouldn't find out and he rushed off hurriedly!

I asked him back(obviously he couldn't run far) and he just swept of the charcoal and said a SORRY!

OMG DO YOU KNOW HOW MUST IT COST?! IT COULD COST ALMOST 80% OF YOU/MY SALARY AND ITS BOUGHT FOR LESS THAN A MONTH!!!!!!!

now it has a hole on it :'(

Luckily the boss of the shop is paying for the fees to remend..

mommy with her favourite "daughter"! lol

I really miss the past.. When I studied well in school although there might be conflicts with classmates now and then, but we're all good friends. I miss it when i can talk to anyone i like without thinking that someone might be angry. I miss it when my mother has no disappointments in me and i miss it when i give mummy money everytime when i have have vacation jobs.

I'm going nowhere now. I don't have a aim in my life anymore. I'm left with only 4 good friends.

SO WHAT if i'm studying night classes for o lvls now? Will i make it? the answer is no... I just do it for the sake of pleasing everyone, a certificate, and i don't want anyone to be disappointed with me anymore.

I can't blame ppl. He is not the cause of everything, its me. I'm too tempted to get freedom too early.

Sometimes you just need to keep on believing me, then i'll have the strength and courage to pursue.

I've grown, please give me a lil more time, just a lil. I'll prove.

Things has been going for me.

So please, believe in me once more.

Miss me?!?!!?

2010-03-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

The last post was last year! WOW right!
But not to worry! This blog is not dead yet ah!
Has tons of pictures to upload, do wait!

I was fiddling with my camera last night and then it suddenly hangs, gotta repair then can upload..
I was like MIA for so long and curious bout what I'm doing right? Haha.

Yes, I'm not schooling anymore and only has a sec3NA qualification. Working @ The Nail Palace now as manicurist for a year(with contract) then will continue to O lvls in a private school.

Having ultra good relationship with my 3 gossip girls and my bf.
My mom loves me most so she will not be as pissed la!! Hehe.

Off to blackshot and do stay tuned!

2009-12-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

Bought baby a LV Zippy Coin Purse Dam Grap! WHEN CAN I GET MINE?!?!?

2009-12-06T13:27:00.000-08:00

I can only sleep after 6am, everyday!
Didn't blog for quite long... I'm lost lah. Haha.
BQ and Oasis68 almost everyday and I can say I'm really getting bored! Hmm, thai is not bad actually..

I've no work now and waiting for Fennie to tio pok then I can snatch her place, hahaha!

It's 5.25am now, I'm at chambers. Have to go to Dad's place at 9am. How can I survive?!
I wanna go to Langkawi with my sister..................... :(

2009-11-24T12:19:00.000-08:00

I must stop drinking for at least a month.
AwArAw is nice to accompany me almost every single time to BQ. Oh yes, we just spent our 7th month together! :D

OK. I might take private studies already... Feels sad, no use regretting right? But at least I no need to waste 1 more year.

Tomorrow's prom night! Well, none of my business la! Haha. But gonna wear duper chio to suit my darlings tomrrow YAY! Hmm okay... Phyco-ed Yaqi to Rebel instead of Double O. ^^

Pictures coming up soooooon! Promised!

2009-11-20T23:44:00.000-08:00

Pictures in very messy pattern. But I still don't have the blogging mood!

Any high paying jobs to intro???

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2009-11-07T23:33:00.000-08:00

Went Orchard with Girlfriend(Sheena) intended to go to Takashimaya to return my security pass etc, but we were too late cause the Office hour ends at 6! :( It's a wasted trip!

But went to look for Darling(Yaqi) at 12Element@BQ as it's the 2nd day she's working there.
Baby and his friends came too^^
Pictures will upload next time cause I don't have the cable now-.-

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2009-11-01T04:58:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SODAMN SCREWED UP NOW. THE WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN ON ME!

Halloween!

2009-10-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

Halloween at Sentosa! Outside Image Of Singapore.

2009-10-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

Nice spot to fish...

Dined at Mayim tonight.

I took off my hair extensions

2009-10-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

I took off my hair extensions cause they're all gettting loose and kinda irritating. now even DouDou's hair is thicker than mine! i hate my hairszxzxcsdzxzxscz so short and thin.

and shitszxzsxxzxsx, i've missed my cip day............

okay i'm looking for jobs deperately now so if you know anywhere's hiring please let me know k!!! cause i gave up after working in Takashimaya that day, jesus, it's so tiring working for big companies you know... they don't care about the welfare of the staffs-.-

The reason i've not been blogging...

2009-10-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

my grandma on my father's side has just passed away on the 20th.
so basically these few days i'm at the funeral. sorry nothing much to update!
anyway, today is AwArAw with me 6 months anniversary! gonna go for dinner, shall update again later!

View of whole Clarke Quay from my grandma place.

Went prawning at bottle tree park few days ago.

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2009-10-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

Pictures from past few days..
finished all papers already, not waiting for the results.
flunk definitely............ very moody and stressed up now.

Officially Sixteen ^^

2009-10-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

Finally reached home from chalet..

Too lazy to upload pictures, my lappy is too lag!
if you want to take a look then go to my facebook in one of the albums.
i only had a few pictures in my camera so if anyone of you have somemore in ur phone or camera please tag me in facebook k?
my email for fb is fu_xiaowen@yahoo.com.sg

anyway, i had a really happy birthday this year.
and thanks for coming! ^^

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2009-10-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

Aw ar aw bought me a camera i've always wanted for my birthday.
took quite a few pictures, the picture quality is good!
but the camera+full set is returned to him cause he wanted to give it to me on my actual birthday-.-

time really flies. i'll be officially 16 when the clock strikes 12 on 9october.
i've changed, my friends has all changed. no longer that immature bunch going around staring ppl 'xiaolians' ya? haha!

last year on my birthday, im still not over (J) and expecting him to text me a birthday regard. but no, disappointed or rather, i expected it too.

this year, i've Aw ar aw to planned my birthday and surprises perfectly for me. he gathered all my loved ones to celebrate this special day with me. but again, he's no longer my bf.
is it fated? that no bfs will celebrate my bday with me? lol.

neway, shall upload some pictures i have found from last year's folder.
i still think that i looked better last year. T.T

240409<3

2009-10-04T08:20:00.000-07:00

things will never be the same anymore. if there's no 240409, maybe all these will not start.
maybe both of us made the right choice today. but thanks for still wanting to celebrate my birthday with me and my friends:)

i love you. but i can't. my mind is stopping me yet my heart is asking me to go for it, for you.